Moving....again.

I dunno why, but I am moving back to Arkansas again in oh..... 11 days?

This will be by far the hardest move of my life. I have done it before, but last time no one acutally cared cept the few here in Texas that I did know, and of course the wonderfully cool people I live with in Ark. This time around is alot harder, and I'm not sure to handle the feelings that I'm having. I want to say so much to a certain person, but I have no idea about how to go about doing it without A) getting shot down completely and not talking to them at all or B) Just making it so awkward that you cant talk to them anymore. Neither of these options are good, nor do I want them to happen! Ugh!!!!!!

If the job offer wasnt good I'd stay my happy ass in Texas and just be content. Sigh.

11 days.

How do you tell someone you have feelings and want to explore them when your leaving in 11 DAYS?!

My hair is red again. Go. Team. Go

Late Night Madness....

So as I am typing up this blog entry, I am also talking on the phone to the worlds best gay secuirty officer/baby brother of mine. Its amazing what a work a holic he is.... working 85 hours a week... NO JOKE! The man makes like $1800 a paycheck, but sadly he has no life and no time to come over and help me fix things around the house, althou he has promised many times, and many times he bails. Thus, things in my house are still broken and I doubt they will ever get fixed. Althou I have to ask myself if he is exactly the right person to fix them, since I doubt he knows how to use a screw driver. As Im reading to him what I have written, he confirms that he does indeed know how to use a screw driver...... I still have my doubts. But if you put a vaccum cleaner in his hands, thats when the magic really happens LOL.

In other news, Thanksgiving is over...Whoo Hoo.... had to work most of the day, was really very busy. Then went over and saw the non-gay brother & his preggo girlfriend kayla , who is due in like 9 weeks..... I'm offically going to be a aunt in 9. Weeks. SCARY!!!!!!! I hope no one expects me to change a diaper... I draw the line @ human feces!

Dallas dog show is coming up in like less than 2 weeks..... Checkers only needs 3 singles to finish, hopefully he can get them and be done! I already have people asking me if he is entered in certain shows.... haha fear him!

Got the WOW bug back..... & all things LOTR.... I got my hands on the 1 volume edition of LOTR so I wil be diving into that here soon.... wish me luck. I wish I could just lock myself away & read for hours.

Christmas is soon.... I hate this time of year. Its just depressing. Althou I do love to go looking @ Christmas lights.... Thinking about going to this thing :http://www.the-t.com/LinkClick.aspx?fileticket=YHUmB3LZuPo%3d&tabid=36

Diet is no good..... was doing so good until Turkey Day.... damn you food!!!

Gotta update this thing more. **Sigh**

O.U.C.H

Greetings Earthlings!

So yea, Ryan is in major pain today..... last night I maybe sort of benched 140 pounds, not having properly warmed up to maybe impress someone.... not sure if it worked but what I am sure of is the massive amount of pain I am in. So yours truely is on a diet of tylenol and icy/hot patches, atleast until my bag of "peas" is frozen :)

In other news, I went and saw Due Date.... hahaha is all I can say... some pretty funny stuff in there and the guy from the HangOver is priceless! Plus I dont care how old Robert Downey Jr gets, he is still kinda hot. Is that wrong?

Diet has been bombed..... oh well there is always today. Am currently cooking some chicken in the skillet with BBQ seasoning, compliments of Central Market , which if you have never BEEN to Central Market.... wow. Amazin'!

Thanksgiving is right around the corner people, what are your plans? Mine are as follows: work. Aunt Vonnie's. Yup, I gotta work on Turkey Day, but I *DO* get paid double time, so I'm not complaning :)

Got a baby shower to go to on Sunday for my yet unborn Newphew... Kinda exciting! He is due in Feb..... I'm not much of a kid person, or atleast I thought I wasn't, but I cant wait for this "fetus" to get here!

Sorry for the random rambling today, I found some pain medication I had left over from my wisdom teeth and it caused some WACKY dreams last night!!! So needless to say I am sleep deprived and ready to scream. GO TEAM!

Ry

Been awhile....

Hey everyone ( or lack there of LOL )

Ok lets see... yes this poor blog has basically fallen off the map, but you can always recover in the internet world, thats the awesome thing!

So lets see what I have been up to here recently.....

1) Down to 80 pounds lost!!! I can't tell you how great I feel about myself physically ( not so much inside today but its kinda one of those "stick your head in a hole and never come out" kinda days). My workouts have gotten super intense, with intervals on the elliptical, treadmill running, the rowing machine ( my new love!!!) and of course the good ole' stair stepper. I've hit a plateu thou, so its taking some time to get over it. Also taking Yoga. HaHaHa... yes yours truely is all into doing the awkward yoga stances and moves, but I gotta say, it is acutally a work out! And since my joints have been giving me alot of trouble recently ( damn you knees!!!) I gotta take up good stretching exercises.

2) As for the dogs, well Mr. Checkers is rocking that shit out @ the shows. He has 8 points, with 1 major and today his only his first b day! :) I took him to Belton a couple weeks ago and he went Winner's Dog/Best of Breed for a *4* point major and made the cut in groups! Was so amazing! He also took a trip to Nationals in California without me, and won his sweeps and regular 9-12 puppy class!! Feels awesome to have a dog do that awesome :) Spider is good, she turne 6 on the 23rd of October and is enjoying being a lazy couch potatoe

3) Am not going anywhere with certain goals that I thought I would meet by the time I turned, *gulp* 24. Which happened 6 days ago. Gah, I feel so old and so unaccomplished. And what really sucks is when I go out with the few people I do hang out with, I'm always the third wheel. I was even a third wheel at my own b day get together thing with my brothers..... this just sucks. Big time.

4) Work is good. Still working @ the dog boarding kennel. Thanksgiving is right around the corner and it looks like its gonna be a nightmare. Yay for understaffed! So if anyone is looking for a job, and your not a idiot, come on down and apply! No idiots welcome , seriously!

Well thats all for now, am going to try and keep this thing updated, if nothing else its good therapy. You know what else is good therapy? WOW= World of Warcraft!!!!! Yes, I am such a nerd. I know.

Later!

I suck..... but atleast I try, right ?

Wow... I let this thing fall behind big time, didn't I ?

Well lets see.... am down to 67 pounds lost... go me!!! LOL. Lots of sweat... yea... thats how to describe how it feels to loose that much. And a *healthy* addicition to the gym.

Checkers got 2 points at his first show in Denton in May.... yay! Was pretty awesome. I have him and Spy entered in the Dallas show this weekend... 3 day show!

So... I cut my hair off. Yea, I'm rockin short hair .... and I friggin love it. And its currently neon red and black.... which I wore in a mohawk yesterday.... so classicly perfect for my " I dont care what you think" mode.

And I'm also going to school for massage therapy, but its not really working out. I'm not someone who likes to be touched, and we have to practice on each other. I kinda freaked out my first time on the table :( We will see.....

Promise to keep up with my blog... it was going so well... then I just kinda forgot about it. lol.

Also, I'm selling Scentsy now..... so if you wanna buy some, contact me. I'm a horrible sales person, but I do try!

Thats gonna be my slogan for life " I suck... but atleast I try!"

Thanks to salad dressing for making sure my salads arent half naked sluts!

So yea... I kinda fell behind on blogging.... sue me!!!

So Scarborough Fair was fun.... had a good time, bought some stuff ( hat, t shirt the usual) was a good time all around. The people there are hilarious because they get SO into it. It takes a very secure man to wear a green jumpsuit with glitter on him and fairy wings ;)

Week has been kinda boring, nothing exciting really.

Its suppose to rain solid for the next 4 days... I hate the rain. I'd rather see the sun.

Blah.

All for now.

Un... motivated

Do you ever have those days where you just dont wanna do jack shit? Yea... thats the day Im kinda having. Been on this "get in shape" kick now since Jan. and Im making good progress, but here lately I have lost my motivation, and find myself going "whats the point". But then I think, well you've come too far to stop now... so just gotta keep pushing forward.

You guys need to WATCH THIS VIDEO!!!!! Or, listen more so. CLASSIC
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1T_PzOh18SA

"Thanks for the candy" roflmao .. and your thinking to yourself.... "Shit, I DO know someone like that!"


Tomorrow will be filled with battle of the nerds at Scarborough... but since I am one, should fit in just fine!!!! Shopping is a good reason to go.... right?

Right. Thats what Im gonna tell myself!